Kiran Desai wrote about the injustices we casually deal out towards animals in The Inheritance of Loss; this is the old, embittered judge speaking about his beloved Mutt: 'A man wasn't equal to an animal, not one particle of him. Human life was stinking, corrupt, and meanwhile there were beautiful creatures who lived with delicacy on the earth without doing anyone any harm... The world had failed Mutt. It had failed beauty; it had failed grace.' On the one hand, in the middle of the great injustices in which the judge and his family find themselves entangled, this lamenting over a pet might appear comical, even obscene. But on the other hand, I'm not sure the animal's sufferings themselves are a thing to be treated lightly. We humans are self-important creatures. We look at our own lives with grandeur, and think of other creatures as somehow different in kind, less real - 'it's only an animal'. To treat an animal like a human, to talk to it in baby-language and hand-feed it chicken as the judge does, is clearly slightly ridiculous (Mutt probably finds it rather laughable too) - but to respect an animal like a human seems to me just.
I couldn't really take a dog from the rescue centre - I don't know where I'll be living in two years, or five, and I don't think a long-lived pet would appreciate being constantly uprooted. But a hamster was possible, and so I ended up with Little Bear. I didn't want to shut him up in a tiny cage, so I've made him a natural habitat. It's surprisingly rewarding to watch him learning to burrow, to climb, to dig in sand - something I don't think he had ever seen before. While I've been working on my book, he has also been busy in his tank in the corner of my office, constructing an elaborate tunnel and nest system. He's also built a toilet, a food hoard and a hill, and - for some reason best known to himself - buried an entire plant. Watching him crawl about organising his home, it's clear that his concerns, to him, are no less important than mine are to me. Which gives every life on this earth, and every labour, a certain kind of perspective. And that isn't a bad insight to come to on your 25th birthday...